Had a conversation with kak tiqa yesterday.
Ayat dia lebih kurang gini,
"Beruntungnya kita jadi kakak/abang yang atas sb masatu parents kita baru nak mulakan hidup, susah tapi kita tetap dapat keperluan kita. Maknanya diorg lagi sayg kita eventhough adik2 kita dapat semua yg diorg mintak walau bukan keperluan."
Gitulah lebih kurang lepas aku tambah garam dan perisa.
Ha'a beruntungnya kita lagi masatu mak ayah kita garang sangat bilamana diorg didik kita (90's parenting style punya parents) tegas kemain compared dgn adik2 kita yang lebih dimanjakan. Nampak macam tak sayang tp memg betul kata orang sayang anak tangantangankan.
Aku yakin almost all those yg lahir in 90's akan cakap macam ni dengan adik2 diorg,
"Tula ko dulu akak nakal sikit je kena sebat@talipinggang@hanger@rotan (dan yang sewaktu dgnnya). Untungla koooo semua dapat."
Masatu parents kita baru nak belajar jadi mak jadi ayah that precious moment they will remember more. That moments with us the first/earliest born.

So! 90s peoples pls dont be sad for not being loved but be grateful for being loved and cherished.

P/s: alfatihah for our beloved twin brother hj muhammad safwan hj mahali

aku suka cuti

rasa tak pernah duduk rumah lama macam ni up to 5 months dari lepas habis belajar haritu.

rutin yang sama almost everyday baru recently start jadi RA sementara.

IM BACK TO UPM!

currently watching this one drama.

(ampun. aku sll terbawa bawa perasaan tengok drama dlm real life. cis hawa cis!)

so malam ni pon jiwa jadi melodrama. wadehek.

scrolled FB just now. like always her status always inspired me.

thanks to you for inspiring me.

i know u are trying hard to make everything into a positive one and I salute u.

for that never ending effort. 

a <3 for you.  

maybe I should try hard too. I must, though.

be strong ok. always and always.

and keep being an inspiration for all the peoples in need. 

indeed, we are human and weak.

need inspiration to inspire.